Desktop Wallpaper

These wallpapers made by me, the first one was made when i had my free time, and the second one made because i entered magazine contest.

This one is named Children are angels living among us. Based on Precious Moments illustration made by Sam Butcher, Gloria and Pat.




The second one is Samadhi of The lotus Yoga. I love doing yoga! When i entered the Concept magazine(design magazine) contest, i can only think about one of my hobby, yoga.



Now, i know that my design still need to improve :) so any comments will do.

Card Invitation for my cousin :)

current mood:

Yesterday, my cousin phoned me, she need a card design for her sweet seventeen birthday party and so I decided to help her with my design card.
The design process was fun, i figured that my lil sis is very like to shop for clothes esp dress. That inspired me, i wonders how to make a card that looks like a dress. So i draw a dress first then simplicied the dress to form a card.

The decoration is using floral motif and divided into 2 section. First the up section is where the flowers put and the lower section is where the stems are. And as for colors, i used soft, warm colors as babypink, chocolate and a little bit of green.

When we down to Nothing, God is up to something

Dear guys, i want to share my thought;
Aku pernah baca buku rohani tentang kesaksian seseorang. Di dalam bukunya Yesus berkata kepada orang tersebut; BANGUN, HIDUP, DAN NIKMATILAH HIDUP.

Kalimat itu berbicara supaya jangan menyia-nyiakan hidup yang sudah diberikan dan ditebus oleh Tuhan.

Dan kalimat itu pula sangat mengena terutama kepada saya.
Saya, yang saat ini pusing tujuh keliling dengan hidup saya, bingung merencanakan hidup, apakah mengejar impian atau sekolah kembali ataukah malah membantu usaha ortu.
Karena terlalu bingung apa yang ingin dilakukan malah 'hang' jadinya tidak melakukan apa-apa...belum lagi tekanan dari lingkungan sosial, keluarga, teman2, ..yang satu berkata sekolah aja lagii..atau...ya harus mulai dijalani kan atau...lama-lama kalau begitu ntar jadi beban orang tua loh..aduhh pusing pusing. Dipikir terus juga masih gak tahu2 maw jadi apa...karenanya saya hanya bisa pasrah sekarang, apapun yang terjadi, terjadilah menurut kehendak Tuhan...When we down to nothing, God is up to something.

Saya sering berpikir apa ada ya rekan-rekan yang bernasib sama dengan saya? Semoga uneg2 saya ini membantu, kamu tak sendirian di dunia ini, masih ada Renni yang sama2 pusing dengan kamu hehehe tetaplah percaya dengan Tuhan Yesus, Dia memiliki rencanaNya buat masing2 kita semua!

Have a blessed day!

The Hunger Site

Teman-teman, ada website bagus nih. Charity based.

Cara kerjanya ini web macam adsense kalau kita diklik suatu iklan kita, kita dapet duitt hehehe nah ini polanya sama. Yaitu nge klik suatu web yang mana hasil uangnya masuk 100% ke kantung orang2 kelaparan sedunia.
Tiap kali kita klik, satu penderita lapar(mentang2 lagi bulan puasa nih, semua kelaparan) akan diberi 1 cup makanan instan oleh sponsor web tersebut. Maw tahu web nya? ini, The Hunger Site. Di sana puas2in deh ngeklik sampai telunjuk bengkak juga gak apa2 kok hehehe

Bersama, kita dapat membuat perbedaan!

salam saya.

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You already know there are hundreds or even million sites out there that charity based.
But do you know that there is a site, that provided hunger in the world with food, everytime you click the site? Yes, there are these kind of sites. One of it is The Hunger Site

If you want to help you just have to click daily, and the sponsors of the site will pay for the food. All you had to do is clicking to help the hungry people. So If you want to help, open the site HERE

Please help, together we can make a difference!

Ichi Rittoru no Namida / One Litre of Tears / A Diary with Tears

current mood:

Have you ever heard of One Litre of Tears?


Genre: Drama
Total Episodes: 11

This beautifully moving j-drama is based on the real-life struggles of a 15-year-old girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease. Her mother, Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. How will Aya react when told about her disease? And how will Aya live from now on? She lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The script is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled “One Litre of Tears” has sold over 1.1 million copies in Japan alone.

Aya’s only wish was “to live.” By carefully depicting Aya’s earnest desire to live, and the love of her family, friends, and lover, the drama, “One Litre of Tears” wishes to deliver her simple but strong message: “Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing.”—-Fuji TV

I just watched the movie and the movie made me think about my life. I don't have strong will like Aya, I don't have any single clue of what i'll become or what do i want to become. Everyday i think more and more that i don't have any passion and my life may become useless. And so when i watched the movie...i am moved, Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing! I must go strong! I must learn to value my life! I must take a step foward, brave, welcoming to the new unknown world. Simply, i must wake up, live and enjoy my live.

watch it online at http://www.mysoju.com/1-litre-of-tears/ (with english subtitles)

For more info:
http://bestuff.com/stuff/one-litre-of-tears
http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Ichi_Rittoru_no_Namida
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1_Litre_of_Tears

Pergilah Ke Mana Hati Membawamu -Va' Dove Ti Porta Il Cuore

Perkenalkan, Nama saya Renni.

Saya ini seorang wanita muda, berusia 23 tahun saat ini, syukurlah, memiliki keluarga yang baik dan baru saja lulus kuliah saya di bidang desain.

Saya memiliki masalah yang mungkin dihadapi oleh tiap manusia muda, 'hendak menjadi apakah seterusnya saya ini?' Hari ini ketika sedang browsing dengan tenang, saya menemukan satu buku yang cocok dengan kondisi saya.

Pergilah Ke Mana Hati Membawamu -Va' Dove Ti Porta Il Cuore
by Susanna Tamaro

Dan kelak. di saat begitu banyak jalan

terbentang di hadapanmu

dan kau tak tahu jalan mana yang harus kau

ambil, janganlah memilih dengan

asal saja, tetapi duduklah dan

tunggulah sesaat. Tariklah napas

dalam-dalam, dengan penuh kepercayaan,

seperti saat kau bernapas di hari pertamamu di dunia ini.

Jangan biarkan apa pun mengalihkan

perhatianmu, tunggulah dan tunggulah lebih lama lagi.

Berdiam dirilah, tetap hening, dan dengarkan hatimu.

Lalu, ketika hati itu bicara, beranjaklah,

dan pergilah ke masa hati membawamu...

Saya perlu merenung dan berdiam diri dahulu dari keramaian. Semoga saja saya dapat dengan segera menemukan jati diri saya dan makna hidup saya di dunia ini.

in English
Hi, nice to meet you. :) My name is Renni.

I am a young woman, at this moment 23 years old, thank God, i have a nice family, and just graduated from University of design.

I had a struggles right now that maybe every young human will face, "what will i be next?" Today, when i quietly browsing i found a book that simply perfect for my situation. Now it's not the book, but the poem it has.

Follow Your Heart -Va' Dove Ti Porta Il Cuore
by Susanna Tamaro

And someday. when there are so many ways

spread in front of you

and you don't know which way to go,

don't just pick any

old way, but sit down and

wait for a moment. Take a deep

breath, with confident,

just like when you first breath in your

first day in this earth.

Don't let anything shift

your attention, wait, and wait a little bit longer.

Be silent, keep in silence, and listen to your heart.

Then, when the heart talk, get up,

and follow where your heart leads you...

I don't know why, but it makes me want to cry when i read this. I still struggle with my life, so many decisions to make and i am afraid to take wrong decisions. what my heart told me? i can't listen to it! I don't hear a thing!....please, i need some time alone to hear what my heart told me.

from the girl at the crossroads of life